I am not talking from working out either! I had acupuncture done for the first time and let me tell you I thought I would die. I really do have a hi pain tolerance too. I had my daughter natural, no drugs at all and was in labor for 36 hrs. I have heard from several people that it does not hurt but it really did hurt me. Why? Was it because I was all tense when I walked in. I was a walking mess today. I felt shaky inside like my nerves where on edge. Things have been really great, workouts are great, eating is super and I feel really good other than I am having the same sleep problem again. I wake up a million times in the night and it makes me just exhausted by morning. I have only 3 weeks left until school starts and had pretty much decided I was going to go back and just stay focused and try not to sweat the small stuff until I did a really stupid thing this week. I was forwarding an email to my mom so she could read it, it was from my principle and so I went to my sent box and typed in the subject line, "devils lies" and when you are short on sleep you should really not be aloud to touch a send button because yes, that is what I did :( as if I needed anymore stress in my life at work. I suck! I spent the last two days stressing about it and I even owned up to it and told her it was intended for my mom and even though I was just being silly it REALLY looks bad and I am so not an evil person even though if I was going to be evil this would be the person I would want to be evil to, I am just sayin'
Thank you for all your post and emails about my last post, my feet! I am hoping the acupuncture helps although I did get a new pair of shoes, thanks Wendee! and it did make a huge difference. I have been doing cardio 6 x a week and still going crazy in the gym. I feel fit and lean. I still have a little bit of abs to show off and veins are crazy in my arms. This weekend is hubby's 30 year reunion and I think it will be fun. We went to school together in a small town so everyone knows everyone so I have lots of friends in his class as well. I am excited to see all of them!
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SJ, I know that you are not a bad person at all. You are just not that type of person. You are someone with a really, really wonderful Heart, and someone who helps define the word human.
Honestly you are one of the best types of people this world needs, and sadly lacks enough of.
You have only ever been warm, accepting, and touching to me, and always known the true intent of every word and deed I have said and done, where you are concerned.
So you certainly don't need to explain yourself to me. I would probably back you every single time where possible, anytime someone came here and criticised your personality and warm, caring nature.
So as I said last time to you, don't worry about anything at work, when you don't know what's happening.
You've been enjoying your lifestyle, and your family time, so keep on enjoying it, keep smiling that glowing smile and don't start being hard on yourself yeah.
You've no need to be misses. You really, really are just fantastic the way you are and I don't think anyone who knows you, would want to change a single thing about you.
So chin up, be strong and no worries okay.
You have a really great life, amazing achievements, and I know nothing and nobody will keep you down, because you are like a little powerhouse and a fireball all rolled into one.
GOOD LUCK in the coming weeks, and whatever happens, I will be here for you and my full support is here for you too.
Keep being good to yourself, and don't let that nasty old acupuncture get you down either :-p :-p.
Matt
Insomnia? Yeah. It's 1:12 AM as I post this comment. It sux. I hope you are sleeping!
Regarding the email - EEK! Hang in there. Enjoy your last three weeks of freedom, baby!
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