I won! I won!

Oh yes, I won this and I have no idea how. It was in my mailbox at school and it had something to do with PTA. Our PTA is so interested in Health that they decided to give out some family fun packs. They have spent the year selling sugar filled, calorie dense candy bars to our kids too. When they could not sell all of them they offered them half price during the student's lunch period. I have been so frustrated this year since I am on the Healthy School Committee but I have quickly learned that if the head honcho does not care about her own fitness why would she care about anyone else and it is all about the money for sure. I can understand wanting more for our school but there are so many other ways to go about raising money that does not have to do with using our kids. The very worst part about it is they took away my PE budget this year and I got no explanation whatsoever. I have had the same budget for 12 years and when I went to place an order I was told there was no money and wouldn't be.

Needless to say I do not plan on going back. I have some plans in the works that I cannot really talk about since my blog is not private, maybe I should make it private. I will fill you in when I make some decisions.

So you are probably wondering what I did with this nice movie pack. Well, to tell you the truth I was packing up some stuff at work and putting everything in my car and I realized last night after our 85 degree weather that I left it sitting in the back of my car so it is probably one big pile of chocolate goo. I plan on taking it out today and throwing it away. I refuse to put that crap in my body especially at this point. I am 21 days out and ready to do this. The days cannot go fast enough. My diet is not fun at all like it was with Julie. I loved her diets and her workouts and hope to go back to her in the Fall like I mentioned before. I can barely get my food down without gagging, tuna will never be part of my diet again after this. I am already thinking about what I plan on doing diet wise after comp. I am sure it will include BFL though. I have 6 more days of school and I am free.

diet change?

I think I am going to have to ask for a diet change. It has been one week and with all the fish in my diet I have been having some unusual things happening that I do not care to go into detail about. Very disgusting if I do say so myself. If you read the Diva thread you will know what I am talking about. I have felt nauseated for the past two days. I have been on this diet of orange roughy twice a day and tuna twice a day on top of the asparagus and all the other greens. There is a little chicken and egg whites but not much. Oh and I do get some really yummy steak. I get a lot to eat and I am never really hungry. Lets just say I am afraid to leave home away from the restroom. I am getting leaner and the clothes thing has become a huge problem. Although I weigh more than I did my very first show when I bought all those tiny clothes well they are huge now! I am struggle daily just to find something that is not 2-4 sizes too big. The weather has been crappy so I am lucky I can still wear baggy sweats to work but everything else is pitiful. I do plan on putting some weight back on so I hate to spend the money on smaller clothes. I only have 10 days of school left so I guess I will just tough it out.

I am still playing around with my blog and intend on adding a bunch of blogs I read but have not had a chance. I will have more time when school is out and wanted you to all know that I plan on getting back into blogging this summer. I have missed it. Now if I can just figure out how to get that advertisement off the top of my blog I will be happy.