Well it was 4 weeks out on Saturday and I am starting to feel like I have been run over. I am sure it is due to lack of sleep lately. My weigh in was Saturday and I am right at 116 which is 3 lbs smaller than my last competition. I thought I was pretty darn lean then so you can imagine how I am feeling now. I still have some stubborn little fat on my thighs and just under my butt cheeks. That is where I always carry my extra weight so of course it is going to be the last to come off.
I am not eager to eat crap like I was my first couple of shows. I have learned after competing now for the 4th time that it is not worth it. The only thing I really am missing is having a cheat meal once a week. I love to cook and miss cooking healthy meals, like my healthy pizza and protein cookies. I have never been one to eat crap at all. I guess that is why the dieting down does not really bother me. I weigh now what I weighed in High School, HA! but then I did not have the fat pockets lingering around and my hips were not as wide. Welcome to mommyhood. I would not change that for a second anyway so I don't mind the wide hips and fat pockets.
I am learning a lot about myself and what is important. I am almost 90% sure that my June comp will be my last. I need to finish my Master's degree which I have been putting off and I am not getting any younger.
I cannot figure out all the new blogs but so want to change mine and get back at it. I am eager to have my summer vacation time so I can spend a little time catching up. I do have a lot planned in a short time though so I hope I don't have to keep putting that off. I remember how I loved blogging and I do miss it.
We are booked for 5 days in Mexico after the Tulsa show and I plan on enjoying some R&R. I love going on vacation right after comp because I feel so good in my bikini that I don't even feel the need to cover up.
School is out in just 4 weeks and my vacation will begin. It has been another very long year for me. If there was ever a time for me to be able to transfer it will be this next year. Fingers crossed for me on that one.
I have to send pics to my trainer next week, if they turn out decent I will post them.
Hope it doesn't rain!
