Just wanted to post something since I seemed to have missed posting over the weekend. I am now 4.5 weeks out and counting. I am so ready to do this and get on with my life. I am getting tired and weary from the dieting. I contemplated even doing this show and although it has been a pretty easy prep I am struggling mentally now. I am starving all the time, probably due to all the cardio I am doing and I am not doing all the cardio I was suppose to do. There was no way I could work and do all that cardio so I just do the best I can. This is suppose to be fun for me and when it no longer is fun I will be calling it quits. My sleep has not been great, it is hit or miss. I wake up starving and then cannot go back to bed. It is enough to make you want to jump off a cliff! I am sick to death of fish and asparagus. I eat tuna and asparagus at 8am everyday. Some of my evening meals are only spaced 1.5 hrs apart because I cannot wait any longer without killing something or someone.
My weight is sitting at 117 and has consistently gone down week after week. I have no clothes to wear but yet I still have fat on my butt and the back of my legs. I know it is the last to go and hell if it doesn't I am screwed because my new suit came in and the bottoms are tight. When I pulled it from the package I had to laugh because it was so tiny!
So there it is, not much else going on. I am booked for a cruise in June and look forward to some serious R&R on the beach.
Hope it doesn't rain!
3 comments:
I'll be in touch :-) :-).
Matt
I just thought I'd stop by and say hello, it's been a while. I hope the rest of your contest prep goes well, I just don't know how you girls do it. So proud of you.
Wow you sound like me lately!!! I'm 4 weeks out and afraid I won't be ready in time and I'm struggling mentally - probably mostly due to sleep. I wonder "at what cost?" I get it girl. Keep it up. Get on stage and decide if this is what you want to do again. For me, I think the answer is no but we'll see!
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